Motivation

Some times I lack it, sometimes I don't always preform to my best, hmmmmmmmm this annoys me somewhat, actually it really gets on my nerves.

So what to do!

See, I like my job and i'm good at it, but I get bored, and don't want to do it sometimes. So I need motivation. I suppose I want to get going on a few things as well, I want a shiny ibook and a digital camera these are my goals for the next few months. Monetarily only - I have other stuff to do, but just want to get my act together a little. I suppose I try and quantify why I go to work every day.....................

I am going on hols to the states as well so lots of exciting things planned.

Ok so I am asking what else?

Singing for the national council of the blind tonight (should be fun) and then meeting up with some old friends maybe they will shed some light on my lack of motivation,

Also christmas is coming, and I havent finished my shopping this may also be getting me down, not in a serious way just in a " I'm slightly frustrated way"

well i have my lil bro sorted, ideas for mam dad and most of P's pressie.

ok things are in good shape, roll on the week.

Happy Friday

Sleepy face! :)

oh well. dosy today, but happy enough. Looking forward to having some fish and chips for lunch!

feel a little under the weather unfortunately, P has given me his cold I think, damn! but will battle onwards, 23 days til christmas or something! have to get my skates on for christmas shopping and everything, want to get my hair done as well.

On a completely seperate tone:

was really preoccupied with the texas death penalty website the other day, spend alot of the after noon reading about the 9 women who are on death row.

Its very disturbing, I just don't understand how anyone can justify the taking of anothers life, no matter what they have done. How are you any better than they are?