Feeling Sad - but working on it.

Going through a bit of a rough patch, miss my boy a lot, it's so hard only seeing each other at weekends, the week goes by in a whirlwind but it's hard to adjust into seeing him at the weekend then 24 hours for 3 days, we both feel abit out of it, neither of us are settled if I visit him and he visits me. It's hard to balance spending time together without pressure being put on the situation. We both feel abit like we need to have these fantastic weekends because time is limited. It's stressful. I am hopeful though, and I'm doing my best.

Going to New York on saturday, hurray! :) looking forward to that, have lots of planning to do, looking forward to introducing my mammy to it. She's excited.

and then the Christmas Party :) and then a few weeks off.

We have a bit inspection Monday 2 weeks - I'm nervous but there's not much more we can do, they can only make observations and we can try and improve things.. I hope it goes ok.

I got a nice payrise last week so yey, good to hang around with an old friend who I haven't seen for a while.

Come on life :) looking forward to a rest at Christmas.