Thursday, October 13, 2005

yesterday

Had the most awful day yesterday at work, I'm not going to talk about it just makes me angry, as usual a complete and utter breakdown of communication causes me to feel so utterly disheartened. Thankfully I decided to talk to management about it, and the situation is better.
Sometimes I feel as if I am not using my strenghts and abilities to the fullest here. I'm just not sure my discipline is actually me, so I'm just going to have to figure it out.

One of the guys at work is in his second go of chemo, he is an absolutely remarkable guy, I'm not sure I would be quite as strong as he is. He was in yesterday and he met me out side just after I had been told, "actually scrap that 3 months of work you have been working on" and he said "I have never seen you angry before" and it was true. Later he came up to me and told me he was glad I was smiling again, sometimes prespective helps. Thanks buddy.

Oh and a special hello to P, the poor fella is very disappointed, no World Cup for Ireland :(