He realises what it is, he doesn't want it to be me or it. He doesn't want to lose me to the depression, he's not going to.....
I imagine this must be a very difficult thing to understand, especially when there is no tangible reason, especially when logic is not a factor at all.
Why does he feel this way? who knows, but I hope to see him smile a little bit more each day.
He's my best friend, my other half :)